Dan at 40

Can’t believe it

Forty years have shot by already

Key moments of your life captured

In Dad’s annual birthday tributes

(A date you occasionally forget!)

Never forgotten the absolute joy

You provided on your day of birth

(Penned as “a feeling so perfect”)

And again in all the growing years

To become the man you are today,

A free soul, not tied by convention

Or societal norms and expectation,

Tackling the world on your own terms,

Bohemian plus brains, bikes and bottle!

05.09.2020

Upon learning of the death of my boyhood hero on June 8th, 1993

John Atyeo died today aged sixty-one,

A heart attack;

As if yesterday

I watched him attack defences,

A man with a lion’s heart;

Hungry, a predator for goals,

As if yesterday

I was a boy with dreams

Willing to die for my hero,

Alive with him every moment

Scoring for Bristol City and England.

His goals were wondrous and sublime

As when upon the crowd’s roar

I hammered shot after shot crashing

Into an unsympathetic neighbour’s fence;

I only did it for Bristol City,

But I was misunderstood,

Constantly penalised for bad conduct.

This never happened to Gentleman John,

Exemplary behaviour on and off the field.

I loved the man and all he stood for;

(Making me stand in an orderly line

Holding on to his photo hoping he’d sign).

So, the dream ends?

For me football was truly a beautiful game,

John so burly but with surprising skill,

A huge heart that beat loyally for Bristol;

(Not cynically sponsored and measured for loot

But wholesome and blessed with a magical boot).

For the urchin from Hartcliffe striving to be a man

It was Big John of the City scoring great goals

Forever stirring the heart, but so much more,

He fired the imagination,

And in looking skywards

I began to believe that one day

All my dreams would come true.

Hippy Days Hotel Seaside Asides Summer 1970

“Have you a holiday job available please?”

“Sorry sir we have no staff shortages (You’re another one of them long-haired lazy bastards and I wouldn’t employ if you paid me.)

“Well thanks anyway (I knew that was coming slime-ball.) Do you know of any hotel vacancies nearby?”

“I’m sorry sir, I don’t know of any.” (Plenty of room in the sewage system)

“Oh well, never mind.” (Lying sod, you can stuff your pseudo smile Right up your arse)

“It is rather late in the season sir, you would be better off in a city.” (A place where you can smoke your pot and go to orgies without bothering me)

“Once again, many thanks” (For nothing)

“My pleasure sir.” (Get lost).

Read Me

I am your novel

Cover minus gloss

But a clear title

Look inside me

Absorb the print

Not a classic

But pages swell

With thoughts of you

Lengthy chapters

Waves of wonder

Revelation splashes

And words unsaid

Dialogue deepest

On passion’s flow

Varied style

Unique character

Marked face

As destiny spills

Romantically

Or not

So come into my plot

Spoon me up

Digest me

Abide with me

Witness a climax

Not a conclusion

As you read

I will write

Endlessly

Lover please

Never

Punctuate me